First of all... this is not your fault.
You were raised in a religion that the Watchtower Bible & Tract Society, in its doctrinaire hegemony, proclaims is DEMONIC. But to be fair, you're in good company, because the WTB&TS teaches that ALL other religions are demonic, and they are "the ONLY true religion."
You tell us, "I was brought up in the Church of Christ with an Elder father and I really believe in my religion."
If your boyfriend was living up to HIS proclaimed belief, he would be condemning you for your choice of FALSE RELIGION.
YOUR boyfriend is a freaking hypocrit! He keeps you as his SECRET.
Is this what you feel you WANT? Is this what you feel you DESERVE?
In his mind, he's got it made, boffing his secret girlfriend and fooling his JW friends into thinking he is on the straight-and-narrow.
Oh... wait... maybe I've got that wrong. How presumptuous of me! Maybe for four months he's been living at your place in a TOTALLY CELIBATE relationship. Sure.
You are in GREAT DANGER. If he gets reinstated, you run the risk that he will suddenly become the totalitarian cultist that is now gestating in his reptilian brain.
Four months is a short time. Dump him now and find yourself a boyfriend who has only one face and does not treat you like his secret sex tart.
You CANNOT AFFORD to gamble with your life and your mental health by betting that he is going to get reinstated and then do a fade. If you take this bet and things go wrong, you'll still be able to escape, but at a much greater cost.
SAVE YOURSELF NOW!